I looked at a picture painted white
with a dot
White, with that black dot and I
thought
Why bother painting that black dot in
the middle
With the white all around it, makes it
so little
Just a little black dot all surrounded
by white
And I look at this painting and think
that I might
Punch a hole through that painting with
the fist of my hand
And show that white painting that I was
a man
And it looked like it was made
by a child
Who was given a paintbrush and told to
go wild
But the child was retarded, only
managed to poke
The canvass with the brush with the
black with a stroke.
And I was going to do it when the
artist walked by
Looked at my fist, the painting, asked
why
I would want to destroy the black dot
made of paint
Saying, “It's so essential, an
essentially quaint
Expression of essential potential in
all
Of the people who have a potentially
small
Dot of their own painted on their soul;
You see, in the white, there was a
small hole
So I covered the hole with paint that
was black.”
And then he turned away while I turned
back.
I stared, stared, stared til the
janitor came 'long
He saw me, stopped mopping, stopped
whistling a song
Stopped to ask me, “Hey sonny, been
here long, you okay?”
“This is rubbish, this painting, just
rubbish, I say!
I talked to the artist. Didn't help in
the least.
So I stared for a while but my anger
increased.
This isn't art, this white paint and
black dot
Oh, it's a picture of a dot, but art,
it is not.”
The janitor nodded his head up and down
And cleared his throat and uttered a
sound
That was like an agreement, but more
like a laugh
And said, “Sonny, you've looked at
this more than I have
But whenever I look, I don't see the
white
And with that he leaned over and turned
off the light.
And with the light off, the dot grew
and grew
Til it covered the canvass and he said,
“Who knew
That in the dark every painting looks
exactly the same,
Same portrait, same landscape, same
romance, same shame,
Could be reddish or yellowed or purpley
or blue
Or anything, 'cause, sonny, that's what
the dot turns into.”
He went off and he mopped and he
whistled his tune
And I left and walked out and looked up
at the moon
Which looked vaguely and oddly familiar
that night,
So familiar—a black canvass with a
dot that is white.